Well today is one of those days again . I went to eat over my grandma house, came home, went to sleep and when I woke up, I had the worse feelings . I felt like I had to vomit, I felt lightheaded, I felt like I standing above everything, and I just felt so crazy . I had to eat some saltine crackers very slowly and sip on a soft drink to get my stomach to settle down . I go to my next doctor's appointment tomorrow and I'm actually pretty nervous . I want to hear good news but it probably won't be good . Honestly, I don't like my doctor . A week before I got my treatment, he decided to tell me if I don't get a birth control shot, he's not giving me my treatment, I proceded to say "I'm not sexually active". And this smart mouth man had the audacity to tell me," It doesn't matter if you were the virgin Mary, I would still have you on birth control ." I almost smacked him ! You don't put my religion in something like that and he was laughing like it was funny ! I need to find another thyroid specialist quick, fast, and in a hurry because he's not working . One day Tiera came with me and she was laughing at his head because his head was balding and he tried to do the comb over on it ! I was laughing my butt off so hard ! Then while he was talking to me, Tiera pointed at a sick kidney on a diagram and pointed to my mama acting like it was her and I almost died laughing ! She so mean lol but I love her :D . I have 10 days left until my birthday ! Yay :D . I've been scrapbooking, reading books, watching tv, and sleeping to pass the days until i'm my normal self again . I know it's only at 10% to 25% that my thyroid will go into remission, but I pray that it happens . I'm looking forward to getting better real soon . I can't afford to miss any days this year, at my school, if you miss one day of school, it's like missing two ! But I have to remember : "Things always get worse, before they get better ."
Wednesday August 8, 2012 1:42 a.m. CDT
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