Well my day got even worse last night . I got a phonecall around 8 p.m. last night, it was uncle . He called me and asked if my best friend (we're going to call her Sally) was dating my ex boyfriend (we're going to call him Bob) . I said now, Sally texts him but they don't date, he has a girlfriend already . So my uncle said I just saw them at Taco Bell together . I was like okay ? He said they came in seperate cars, they went in Taco Bell, then they came out, got in her car, and went across the street . My uncle followed them and he saw "Sally" in the backseat of the car with "Bob" without a shirt and bra and she was on top of him . When "Sally" saw my uncle, she hollered,"Oh my God !" . Then my uncle's friend "Jamie" texted her . This is how the conversation went :
Sally: "What was you doing?"
Jamie: "Nothing, what was YOU doing?"
Sally: "Nothing just chilling ."
Jamie: "With your shirt off ?"
Sally: "H-ll yeah ! I was hot as f-ck :) lol ."
So I inboxed her on Facebook and asked her about it . She said she didn't think I cared because I didn't like talking about him, she was going to tell me eventually, and she's sorry and hopes we can still be friends . Umm no trick, we can't . This is the person I told EVERYTHING to, we've been friends for almost five years ! But i'm not even going to lie, I kinda figured she liked him because she texted him too much and she stayed talking about him to me but I was like "Nah, she's my best friend she wouldn't do that to me" . Bull ! And I had to find that out the hard way, and I didn't even find it out from her . My uncle and two of his friends saw them together . Then she asked me "are you going to tell everybody?" I said "wtf would I tell everyone ? That's not my business to tell . If you want to be trashy, nasty, fake, and hoeish, that's none of my concern." I was sooooo mad . I'm actually still mad about it today . Last night was the PERFECT night for a storm and it actually did storm, I was feeling the same way . I told my best guy friend what happened and he said:"Is that something wrong? Like isn't that your ex for a reason? Like how does that make you feel her going behind your back or something ?" Like wtf dude -_- ? He just doesn't understand the concept . You don't do that to people . Especially when you know there history . MAYBE it would've been different if she would've came to me and told me that she had feelings for him or she wanted to be with him or whatever but she didn't have the decency to do that . Some girls these days sincerely have no self respect for themselves . Never thought the day would come when she would betray me like that . I'm shocked, confused, hurt, and extremely pissed off . I might just slap somebody today .. Well i'm about to get out this class in a little bit, so I'll write another post later . Laters !
Thursday October 18, 2012 10:58 a.m. CDT
Thursday, October 18, 2012
Wednesday, October 17, 2012
Turning Tables ..
"So, I won't let you close enough to hurt me
No, I won't rescue you to just desert me
I can't give you the heart you think you gave me
It's time to say goodbye to turning tables"
Adele is my freaking hero <3 . She's the most amazing singer I know ! I've been feeling a little down somedays but it's just because of my thyroid . I just want to be happy but I can't . I wish I didn't have to feel like this the rest of my life . My immune system is weak and I catch basically everything that goes around especially viruses . I had a stomach virus this weekend and I couldn't go to church :( . Well this Sunday after church, I have to go paint the parking lot at school for a test grade because of my Mass Media class -_- . What a wonderful way to spend the weekend ! Atleast i'm riding with my home girl Jessica (same person in the video above) . I have a vocabulary test tomorrow in World History and then an abbreviation test in Foundations of Health Science Friday . She's gives us a week to learn a certain amount of abbreviations then she gives us a case study on them and we have to pick out the abbreviations in the case . This week, we have 73 abbreviations to study . Today is Wednesday and I only know about 42 of them -_- . I have two more days ! I can't believe i'm actually a senior right now . My last football game as a senior is November 1st and i'm actually pretty sad about it . Well i'm going to go study for my tests so I can keep my A averages :D . And remember: "I overthink things. I underestimate people. I make mistakes. I regret some things I've done. I'm not perfect. No one is."
Wednesday October 17, 2012 4:59 p.m. CDT
Tuesday, October 16, 2012
One Step Closer ..
Well right now i'm at school in 4th block waiting to go home . I got my report card Friday before last and I had All A's :D ! I was so excited and I was cheesing . They called all the kids in the library that had honor roll and gave us a drink and pizza, my pizza was greasy by the way -_- ... But anyways, i'm starting to feel a bit better . My stomach is still a little messed up but my hormones aren't as messed up as they were the other week . I think I've met someone really nice too :) . We go to the same school and we're in the same grade but we don't have any classes together :/ . We text outside of school and he cracks me up and always knows what to say to make me feel better when i'm having a bad day . I have no idea if he likes me or not, but I like him :D lol . On another note, I just realized how close I am to graduating !! It still doesn't feel like i'm a senior yet though :( . I'm really going to miss this school and I thought I'd NEVER say that ! I'm going to cry at Senior Awards Day, especially when they show our senior slideshow . I order my cap && gown next week . I'm just waiting on the fact to hit me that i'm a senior and I'll be off to college in no time ! I'm planning on attending Northwest Shoals to take my basic courses, transferring to The University of Alabama (Tuscaloosa) to take my medical courses, and then transferring again to the University of Alabama in Birmingham to take the courses to become a certified doctor . Life is okay for me right now . I have more bad days than good days, but i'm still holding on . I want to become more involved in my church and community and I'd really like to help with the bullying issue so many of our young people are facing today . It's sad that people kill themselves everyday because they feel like they have no one . If anyone ever feels like that, i'm always here for you . I'll put aside our differences to help . I'm just that type of person . Well the bell is about to ring and I have to go . And remember: "Happiness is a journey."
October 16, 2012 2:59 p.m.
October 16, 2012 2:59 p.m.
Monday, October 1, 2012
Hyperactive Thyroid ? I Think Not !
Sorry I haven't been on in awhile ! I've been so preoccupied with school lately :/ . I got news from my doctor on Friday that my thyroid is no longer hyperactive :) . I started my levothyroxine <---(thyroid replacement hormone) Sunday . It's upsetting my stomach and I keep feeling the urge to throw up . It's also messing up my hormones . Since I've taken it, I just start crying for no reason out of nowhere ! I was just sitting here reading and started crying . I was like what is wrong with me ? Maybe it's just unreleased stress or tension trying to get out . But I kept crying and then I got in this mood where I didn't care about anything and I just wanted to hit people . Some of the side effects of the medicine are: fatigue, severe or persistent headache, excessive sweating, changes in appetite, nausea, vomiting, stomach cramps, diarrhea, joint pane, lowing bone mineral density, leg cramps, muscle weakness, seizures, tremors, shortness of breath, chest pain, fast or irregular heartbeat, trouble sleeping, anxiety, irritability, nervousness, unusual weight gain, weight loss, and changes in menstrual periods . I've already had ATLEAST half of these symptoms before I even started this medicine . My friends all tell me that their proud of me but they honestly have no idea what it's like to deal with this disease . You have to be SO strong, strong for yourself and everyone around you . You can't and won't let people know it's getting to you or how bad it hurts you everyday . And to think, I have this for the rest of my life -_- . I think this disease is a blessing and a curse though . It's a blessing because I never realized how strong I could be until I was diagnosed but it's also a curse because I have to deal with it every day of my life . I've lost so many people in my life because they just couldn't deal with my mood swings . I'm glad that I still have a few people in my life that will always be here for me and i'm glad I have one friend that has the same disease I do because she knows how I feel because she's already been here before . I actually feel better since my thyroid is trying to balance itself out . I'm just tired of being sick all the time . I've only missed two days of school so far and it's October *applause* . It's getting close to my one year anniversary of being diagnosed with Graves' Disease . I want to do something special for it but I have no idea what to do .. Well I have 25 days to decide . My senior year has been going good so far, 7 more months :D !! I bet a lot of you are wondering about my current relationship status ... Well as of right now i'm currently single but I do like someone at school :) haha . He makes me laugh and smile so hard my cheeks burn, oh and he's cute too ! Lol :) . I don't mind being single but after awhile, it gets old and you just want to have someone in your life to share stuff with you know ? It took me awhile to realize how old I actually am, i'm so close to being grown and i'm going to be starting college soon . I don't want to miss out on anything, especially dating . I'm going to be in school for 14 years so I'd rather meet someone now than wait until later because I definetely won't have time for them later . But it's hard to find someone who wants to be with someone who's going to be sick the rest of their life ... But anyways ! Changing the subject . Report cards go out Friday and i'm pretty sure i'm on the honor roll :D (yay me !) . Well I have journals to do for World History and a vocabulary test to study for in Foundations of Health Science so I have to go now . "If you can't handle me at my worst, you sure as heck don't deserve me at my best" . - Marilyn Monroe
Monday October 1, 2012 4:47 p.m. CDT
Monday October 1, 2012 4:47 p.m. CDT
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